Byrd/Supa 2013
When you wake up in a cold sweat
Tryin’ to remember what you want to forget
Livin’ your life like Russian Roulette
It makes you wonder
When your get high is your only friend
But you know it kills you in the end
You’ve seen better days
Better days
Some downtown and a bottle of wine
It makes you cross another line
When demons take you for a ride
And you just let ‘em
When you love the crash and burn
Without a single lesson learned
You’ve seen better days
Better days
I can’t do it anymore
Can’t go through it anymore
When you’re in so deep you can’t get back
All your dreams just fade to black
When you wanna quit but you can’t walk away
You’ve seen better days
You’ve seen better days
When you have so many alibis
Hiding in your bloodshot eyes
You can’t see through those Cocaine lies
And you call that livin’?
When life it tastes bitter sweet
Out there on a dead end street
You’ve seen better days
Better days
I can’t do it anymore
Can’t go through it anymore
When you’re in so deep you can’t get back
All your dreams just fade to black
When you wanna quit but you can’t walk away
You’ve seen better days
You’ve seen better days
Solo
I can’t do it anymore
Can’t go through it anymore
Every mistake left a scar
Never thought I’d fall this far
When the cost of getting high it never pays
You’ve seen better days
You’ve seen better days
You’ve seen better days
You’ve seen better days
Byrd/2016
I’m up on the high wire
Working without a net
I’ve fallen more times than I’d like to remember
That ain’t stopped me yet
Angels all around me
Tryin’ their very best
But until I see the truth in myself
A world of hurt is what I’ll get
This runaway train has run out of track
I’m so far from the man I once was
Help me,
Find my way back
(So) I pray for life
Put my heart in your hands
Please make it right
And save this desperate man
I’m living’ in the shadows
I het high just so I won’t get sick
I’d do anything to get myself right
Anything but quit
Devil’s got a hold on me
He whispers in my ear
He says c’mon son you can do just one
Lemme take it from here
Each time I fly a little closer to the flame
But I can’t take the heat no more
I’m sick and tired of the pain
(So) I pray for life
Put my heart in your hands
Please make it right
And save this desperate man
I know I’m living’
On borrowed time
And if I don’t get clean
I’m gonna die
Buried so many friends
Watched their parents cry
Still I can’t seem to stop
Feel so… alone
So what’s it gonna take for me
To bottom out and change
‘cause everything that I held precious
Is now just water down the drain
Those angels all around me say
I gotta surrender to win
And with one foot in the grave
Think I’m finally ready
Yes I’m ready
Lord knows I’m
Ready to give in
CH
Byrd/Supa 3/15
I was down and so torn up
Wasted everyday
I followed my own lies
Until I lost my way
Got an endless list of my regrets
I’m tryin’ to get past
I think I’ve had enough at last
There’s a lighthouse out in the distance
And it shines to guide me home
When I’m lost…
Your love lifts me higher
When I can’t make it on my own
Now I hide my pain deep inside
So no one else could see
I kept playin’ with fire
Until it burned a hole in me
And I ran with my reckless ways
Thought I’d never fall
Until I crashed and finally lost it all
There’s a lighthouse out in the distance
And it shines to guide me home
When I’m lost…
Your love lifts me higher
When I can’t make it on my own
Don’t wanna wind up in an early grave
This road to ruin is killin’ me
It’s time for changin’ ‘cause
I don’t like what I see
I’ve got to
I’ve got to believe
There’s a lighthouse out in the distance
And it shines to guide me home
When I’m lost…
Your love lifts me higher
When I can’t make it on my own
There’s a lighthouse
There’s a lighthouse
There’s a lighthouse
And it shines to guide me home
Guide me home
Byrd/Supa 2012
The things I did to just not feel the pain
Like drinkin’ myself slowly down the drain
Anything to fix me quick
Getting high is what made me tick
I couldn’t quit
I never thought that I would see the day
I’d hit my knees and I would start to pray
Suddenly I felt the spark
That picked me up and led me from the dark
Could it be God?
Tired of hurtin’
Tired of all the bridges burnin'
Surrender was the only way to win
When I let go
My wildest dreams were out there waiting
I won’t go back life is on the mend
Broken is a place I’ve already been
I got here with every wrong turn that I took
Mistakes I made read like an open book
I’m a different man today
But I know trouble’s just one drink away
Here comes the pain
Tired of hurtin’
Tired of all the bridges burnin’
Surrender was the only way to win
When I let go
My wildest dreams were out there waiting
I won’t go back life is on the mend
Broken is a place I’ve already been
I’ve already been
Broke down and busted
I’ve already been
The man I don’t wanna be
Tired of hurtin’
Tired of all the bridges burnin’
Surrender was the only way to win
When I let go
My wildest dreams were out there waiting
I won’t go back life is on the mend
Broken is a place I’ve already been
Byrd/Hudson 7/2016
Kid,
Welcome to the world
It’s a tricky place
Keep your eye on the ball
Your head screwed on straight
Play with fire
You gonna get burned
But let life’s mistakes
Be the lesson you learn
Those same words
I heard from my father
But just like you
I thought I knew
Thought I knew everything
Kid,
Go out and live
Just like I did
Your gotta do what you gotta do
Hey,
But if you wanna play
You’re gonna pay
And see how the other half lives
That’s what I did
I ain’t preachin’
I’m just reachin’ out to you kid
Welcome to reality
It ain’t what it seems
New responsibility
And broken dreams
So you look for some magic
To get you through the rough
You wanna do a little
But that little ain’t enough
I walked that crooked road to nowhere
That dead end street will fade to black
Cause it ain’t that easy to find your way back
CH 2
BR
I’m not here to tell you what to do
If you want it, you got it, go get it
And do it loud
Just telling’ ya what I’ve been through
And know I’ll always be here for you
Solo
CH 4
CH 5
Kid,
Go out and live
Just like I did
You’re gonna do what you wanna do
Byrd/9/2016
Standin’ at the corner
Waitin’ on the man
Down to my very last twenty dollar
Gotta get me to the promised land
Demo’s got me scrapin’ bottom
Cocaine’s telling’ lies
Whisky ain’t gonna fix me
I’m goin’ downtown one last time
Poison runnin’ through my veins
Knockin’ at death’s door
But if I live through one more night
I’m gettin’ off this killin’ floor
(Then)
I’m done …I’m done
Cross my heart and hope not to die
I’m done …I’m done
Livin’ down and dirty
Where the sun don’t shine
Done ….I’m done
Before my luck runs out
And I changed my mind
I’m done …I’m done
While the gettin’s good
I’m gettin’ out alive
If I’m blessed to wake tomorrow
Gonna rid myself of this pain and sorrow
Wheelin’ and a dealin’
Chasin’ down that hit
It’s a full time job, twenty four seven
With lousy benefits
That get high keeps you comin’ back
Throw caution to the wind
For a temporary fix
You’ll take your licks
In a game where nobody wins
Logic takes a backseat
When you’re on a run
You’ll justify your actions
With every excuse under the sun
But I’m done
(CH)
Solo
In my rearview, baby
Demon’s got me scrapin’ bottom
Coccaine’s tellin’ lies
Whisky ain’t gonna fix me
I’m goin’ downtown one last time
(Chorus 2X)
Byrd/Supa 2014
I was thirteen years old
When I tasted my first high
Thirteen years old
When I rolled up that first high
Yeah that buzz became my best friend
And it took me for one Hell of a ride
I went down to the bottom
My life was stripped bare to the bone
Spent years on the bottom
Ya know I called that place my home
By the time the ride was over
I was strung out, desperate and all alone
Only one way out
Had to make a clean getaway
One way out
Had to make a clean getaway
Now I’m free, a prisoner no more
Lord have mercy let it stay that way
It’s a clean getaway
Ain’t tied to those chains no more
Made a clean getaway
Ain’t tied down to those heavy chains no more
And when trouble comes a knockin’
You know I ain’t gonna answer that door
Byrd/Supa 2012
Did you ever get so high
From smokin’ lotsa rock
Crawlin’ on the floor
For a hit you never dropped
The shit has got you crazy
Speedin’ like an asteroid
You’re so spaced out
Next stop paranoid
Drivin’ with a buzz
Aww man is that a cop
Flashin’ lights in the rearview
Stash yer get high in your sock
Here comes the panic
Somethin’ that you can’t avoid
You’re sweatin’ bullets baby
Here comes paranoid
Paranoid…Paranoid
It’s a trip to hell that I don’t enjoy
Too much cocaine
Ya know is gonna twist yer brain
Paranoid…Paranoid
Well the party’s over
It’s a real killjoy
It’s just my luck
When I’m messed up
That I’ll get paranoid
Wasted like a fool
I haven’t slept in days
I start hearin’ voices
My skin’s crawling’ like a snake
Smokin’ on a crack pipe
Slippin’ into the void
I see faces in the window
Here comes paranoid
(And I’m on the 23RD floor baby)
CHORUS
Some of us get hyper
And junkies like to nod
Others get so wasted
They think they’re seein’ God
And I don’t stop
Until I’m totally destroyed
Then who shows up
My ole friend paranoid
Paranoid…Paranoid
It’s a trip to hell that I don’t enjoy
Too much cocaine
Will raise the devil in your brain
Paranoid…Paranoid
Well the party’s over
It’s a real killjoy
It’s just my luck
When I’m messed up (All wired, jacked)
That I’ll get paranoid
Byrd/2016
Back in the day
I lived a rough and tumble life
Spent my days sleepin’ off
The things I did last night
Drinkin’ and a druggin’
Always on the mend
I’d feel a little better
Start it up again
I was headed for the great beyond
That’s for sure
But I changed my ways
I’m grateful trough and through
Cause I prefer wakin’ up ta’ comin’ to
So many close calls
Where I almost bought the farm
When the doctors brought me back
I complained my buzz was gone
A dedicated junkie
In pursuit of gettin’ high
My friends were takin’ even odds
I was soon to die
Everyone could read the writin’
Oon the wall but me
I’m blessed desperation
Beat me back and blue
Cause I prefer wakin’ up ta’ comin’ to
I would smoke it, snort it, finely ground
Shoot it, boot it, chase it down
Pop dem pills, guzzle that booze
Pass me the torch
I’m gonna light that fuse
The life had it’s way with me
But all that’s in the past
Help was always out there
I only had to ask
It took a while to right myself
Surrender was the key
Had to take a leap of faith
To find the better me
But I was starin’ down the barrel of a loaded gun
A goner for sure
I hanged my live
Soemthin’ i just had to do
Cause I prefer wakin’ up ta’ comin’ to (9X)